bertdey "DAW"

Chellie's bertdey last october 8...my saddest bday ever without my family and my hubby waaaahhhhh!!! korakkk!!! all by my self ang drama ni mikaela dahil ang aking irog eh nasa manila for a series of seminar at nagpapaka dalubhasa no choice ang emotera kundi mag isang mag celebrate...kung celebrate nga na matatawag yun. ang trip ng aleng kaawawa...nagising ng tanghali dahil napasarap ng tulog,naligo at umalis nag brunch sa kfc at nag shop sa SM nanood ng movie na "KULAM" ng magisa habang ang mga katabi sa upuan eh may kanya kanyang kasama. ako pigil na pigil sa pagtili at nangangatog sa lamig dahil walang kayakap...ahhhhh!!! kaawa awang nilalang. pagtapos ng movie napadpad sa red ribbon at kumain ng dalawang slice na cake habang nakatingin sa kawalan. pag uwi sa bahay tinakot ang sarili at inimagine ang mga napanood sa pelikulang KULAM...that's all thank you

MY FIRST EVER NUDE PHOTO (ETCHOS)

GASOLINA

Gasolina pataas pataas ng patas, gasolina hindi na bumaba bumaba ng bumaba, Let's get Awwwww . Walang tigil walang pagod sa manong kakapalit ng presyo sa may board ang potahhhh! kakainis, kakasulasok, kakapraning, nakakatorete sobra na! tama na! tigilan mo na Manong (isisi ba kay manong?) pipitikin ko lungs mo pag di mo pa tinantanan yan pag babantay mo sa presyo pataas ng pataas. Ano ba ang magagawa ng isang simpleng mamayan sa krisis na to. Hanggang kailan ba aabot ang presyo ng isang litrong Gasolina 60? 70? 100?. ano ang susunod na mangyayari? ano ang susunod na tataas?. Ang ZTE Scandal na untiunting nawala sa sirkulasyon at ang kaawa-awang Testigo na naubusan na nag buhok sa kahahanap ng katarungan. Ang Krisis sa bigas na nagawan na "daw" ng paraan ay napalitan ng Meralco vs GSIS agawan at sisisihan. ang pamumudmud ni madam ng 500p pambayad ng kuryente ng mga dukha natin kababayan na nakatulong nga ba? hay mga katanungan mahirap hanapan ng kasagutan kung ang kasagutan ay tinatago sa kasingit-singit ng singit at pilit isisingit. Ano gagawin ko lulunukin nanamnamin ang bawat araw na lilipas na wala akong ginagawa. Ano pa hinihintay ko? ako'y susugod na sa pinakamalapit na chowking para kumain(singit talaga ) nagugutom na ko eh. mabubuset lang ako at mapapraning kung dadamdamin ko tong lahat baka paguwi ng kabiyak ko si sisa na madatnan nya. Kainan na!!!

My Prayers

My everyday prayers is to have a healthy baby... this past few days im kinda emotional and thinking about having a baby. Even in my dreams im holding a baby, im buying things for the baby i even saw my hubby with a baby on his lap. Last night i could't sleep coz im all alone because hubby is in manila for their yearly convention so i decided to browse some baby pictures on photobucket in the middle of the night and this is what i found. Then that night i had a wonderful dream a cute little baby laying cradled in my arms, my eyes glistened with tears when i cautiously unwrapped the fragile bundle and counted her delicate fingers and tiny toes and touch her precious face. I thought my heart might burst. I saw my husband sleeping beside me with a smile on his face, then suddenly the nurse came and she carefully place my baby on her pink crib then i lay down beside my hubby embracing him tight until i woke up i said to my self i wish it was true. One reason why i quit my job is to have a baby and its been a year since then. Why? oh why!?. I hope this year she/he will come. double time na ito!!! this is it we got to do something choices are a.) go to the oby for weekly checkup/ultrasound. b.) find a manghihilot (nagtataas ng matris) c.) loose weight d.) go to ubando bulacan for the ritual dancing with anito on the side e.) all of the above. What do you think hah! I think all of the above. Haaay!! dear lord please answer my prayers please please please! and please lord wag lang po sana maging ganito baby ko nnnggeeekkk!!! chubby po ako pero di ko kalahi si shrek

Falling Inlove

After almost three years of marriage, I feel head over heels inlove. God gave our marriage a high voltage charge and it has been ever stronger than before.
How wonderful to fall in love and feel the joy of knowing that this individual is the one God has chosen as your life partner. Your heart beats quicker when you see him. You cherish the times when you are together, the times you laugh, pray, and plan together.
We began our marriage with two great advantages, first we both have a great sense of humor, and second we started as good friends.
As our 3rd anniversary approached, we were together and content. We didn’t have devastating fights, we didn’t have bitter secrets, and we reevaluated our relationship. What kind of marriage did we want? One like we observed with couples close to us that often deteriorated into a time of accusations, surface communication, abuse or neglect? No. Our goal had always been to have a Christ centered marriage, to be partners, not separate individuals. We didn’t want just a good marriage we wanted a great one! One that would last.
That didn’t mean we didn’t expect occasional disagreements or conflicts, hurts or miscommunication and we knew that to have a great marriage meant work.
We saw where we had grown lazy and taken each other for granted, yet we also saw how well our partnership worked, How much we truly enjoyed spending time together and had, in the past, been open in talking about our dreams, fears and joys. After that the hardest thing we did, but the one that launched us forward, was to release any past hurts and disappointments.
As a result, our discussions became deeper and our intimacy more beautiful, we had an intense desire to be together as friends, lovers and partners. The closer we became, the more we worked at rejuvenating romance in our marriage, the closeness we shared in our talks led us to fall deeper inlove.
We have continued to rejoice in one another. It’s not to say we never have disagreements or disappointments in something we’ve done or said, but there is a constant sense of realizing that god loves us so much that he brought us to one another.
After 9 years of knowing everything about one another, I would say that “yes we made the right decision to marry then, now and forever. God searched the world until he found the perfect mate for me. The perfect friend and perfect partner and he found Igo.
I fell in love with my eyes completely open and the falling beautifully continues…